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Things are looking up...
posted by Taylor_Blue on Wed 10 of Oct, 2007 [01:36 UTC]
Things are looking up again. I can't believe how my life changes on a day to day basis. I have applyed for a job on-line that can make me a good chunk of money per month. Something that would be just the thing to let me stop worrying about money. That is something that I pray for.
Most of my life it has been about struggling for money. Like not being able to feel comfortable that at least the rent will be paid and the bills will be covered. I have to thank the computer though because it has given me the chance to make extra money at home. The types of things I do for work varies so much though...I never know if I will be doing the same thing next month.
So I got a new job today...posting on other people's blogs. This is a simple job for me since I do that already for my own blog. I have kinda given up on my blogs...I haven't really felt like putting anything in them. Which is too bad because the one got accepted by Pay Per Post and you can make a good chunk of money that way. I have been paying lots of attention to my entertainment blog. I have submitted it to some great entertainment sites and it's getting noticed. I will be like TMZ.com someday.
My daughter's doctor's appointment was a joke. They really wouldn't listen to anything I had to say. They dropped the dose to 15 mg of Adderall instead of 25 mg. I can tell that she is having a hard time on it. She even tells me. But you know they won't listen to anything I might have to say. I suggested that she might be bipolar. But they told me they don't diagnose that until they are in their teens, but they might look into it. This will be the third time she will be re evaluated. I just hope this time I will accept the diagnosis. I just hope my son will make it through. She is so violent to him lately...throwing things at him, hitting him in the head with hard things and just screaming at him. I don't know what to do when she does these things but like I said her temper can turn on a dime. I wish they could see what I see.
I have been kinda pulling away from my husband, I just hope he doesn't think it's him. I always seem to do that when I am highly stressed...I just pull back and try to get myself through it. I wonder if that's how I dealt with it when I was a little girl and I would hear my parent's fighting? They also said that maybe I am having a hard time dealing because I haven't dealt with the abuse that happened to her while I was married. I feel horrible and guilty that I didn't get us help sooner...but that is another story....
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